Its sunday..the kids are at brians moms.  Friday night we went to the neighbors house and played Gestures.  its where u have to act out the word..it was the guys agianst the girls....halarious!  omg it was sooo funny.. i had to drink (4 drinks) in order to play.. bc im so self conscious that i wouldnt be able to get up there in front of everyone if i didnt!!

Yesterday brian and i just hung out.. watched some movies and went to the store.  Went to bed at midnight...today we were supposed to go to the coast and go fishing--it doesnt look like thats going to happen..its already 10:30am and he is still sleeping.

Im at a point in my life where i feel like i dont know myself anymore.  ..thinking things i never thought id think.  its not me..but who is it?  i mean i know im bipolar..but come on..the meds are keeping me stable right now..so i dont think im manic...but why am i thinking these things?!!?? im on MEDS!!!!

I just know i have to focus on my home and kids and school and my health and brian...and leave the rest out of it before i regret my actions..we start school on the what...4th..not this week but next week..i cant be having other things on my mind...

 

Kamen is sick.. ugg... i hope he is feeling better soon...he actually ate soup today...

I had the most awesome dream last night..it was naughty..so i dont think ill say the details on here..lets just say i was doing someone...oops..i mean something i was not supposed to be doing!!

 

You can maintain your journal by logging in to your Bravenet account. Once you are logged in you can customize the layout, colors, and features. In addition, you can add your own links, edit your profile, add your friends, and change many other options to personalize your journal.

Once you begin using your journal, you can view statistics in your members area to see how many people are reading your journal as well as where they come from.

We hope you enjoy your Web Journal. Be sure to tell all your friends about this great new service from Bravenet!